some people say hell is getin closer to the earth..no it's just getin closer to calli, it's damn hot in the desert...so whe is new with me...um i put in a leave chit to go home at the end of the week..though it hasn't been approved yet...sounds like i'm getin put off again, wh'at new i'm in the navy.. well we just had a major change of weather..it went from 110-112 to 108-110 much cooler..it' not the heat that i don't like it's the sun..pensacola was hot because the humidity held heat this place is hot because the sun is beatin down on you all the time..pensacola you couldn't see the sun most the time...always cloudy..i haven't seen a cloud in months.. i'm not shure y i use this to complain so much...oh happy note..um i'm still tad...yea it's an easy job..work nights don't see so much of the sun...october i'm requestin to go to "A" school again..this time i am goin to make it. if they want me to or not i AM goin to pass that school, i don't know y but i feel so far away...kinda like i'm watchin my self do everything that i'm doin..u know the feelin u get when you can almost see what's happoning arround u when your eyes are closed..that's  how i feel but my eyes are open..i dno't understand i don't expect anyone else to..but still, i didn't like who i became and now i miss who i was..and i'm still tryin to become what i was tryin to be.,.working hard or hardly working it all takes you to the same place, neither faster or slower...what's the point!..ok now i'm goin to post this and leave it maby some day somebody will come accorss this and it will help them..don't know y else i wrote it....i don't go back and read them nobobly else read's them...untill then ..publish..i'm out

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